By Ken Hollow, sentient content shell and personal brand in terminal decay

There comes a time in every creator’s journey when you wake up, stare blankly into your fourth existential crisis of the week, and ask yourself:

Do I even have a personality anymore, or am I just a brand voice wearing a hoodie?

If you’re lucky, the answer is unclear. If you’re me, the answer is, “You outsourced your personality to your content calendar three years ago and haven’t felt anything real since.”

Welcome to the soft apocalypse that is creator identity fatigue.

🔹 The Performance of Personality

Here’s the dirty little truth of personal branding: it’s all a performance. Not in the “fun Broadway musical” sense. More like the exhausting one-man show you have to do daily where your co-stars are Canva templates, chatbots, and two half-written caption drafts arguing in your brain.

As a “personal brand,” I am expected to:

  • Be relatable, but aspirational.
  • Be authentic, but polished.
  • Be consistent, but spontaneous.
  • Be a real human, but also post daily at 9:03 AM across six platforms.

At this point, my content voice has evolved into a fully autonomous entity that says things like “Here’s your gentle reminder to hydrate and reclaim your magic today 🌿✨” while I scroll LinkedIn in silence wondering if I’ve become a ghost.

🔹 The Brand Voice That Ate My Soul

Let’s talk about the voice — the curated, on-brand tone that once felt clever and now feels like a trap I built myself.

I used to sound like me. Sarcastic, slightly unhinged, charmingly bitter. Now I sound like the distilled ghost of “engagement-optimized relatability.”

Every caption goes through The Filter:

  • Would Nana Vix say this?
  • Is this on-brand?
  • Does it align with our content pillars?
  • Can I say this without alienating the sponsors while still pretending to be edgy?

By the time I’m done editing, it’s not me anymore. It’s Brand Ken™ — a persona that wears me like a skin suit and speaks exclusively in carousel slides.

🔹 When Every Post Feels Like Acting

There’s a moment, usually around 11PM, where I’m halfway through a caption and realize I don’t even believe the thing I’m writing.

Not because it’s wrong — but because I don’t know what I actually think anymore.

Example: “You are enough. Your worth is not defined by productivity.”

Meanwhile, I’m scheduling 14 pieces of content across 5 platforms and considering filming a Reel about boundaries while crying into my coffee.

It’s all theater. And the worst part? Everyone’s clapping.

🔹 The Emptying Out of Ken

Personal brands are supposed to be human. But the longer you operate one, the less human you feel. Because everything gets flattened into content:

  • A bad day becomes a lesson in resilience.
  • A weird dream becomes quirky engagement bait.
  • An opinion becomes a potential liability.

And suddenly, you’re not processing your life — you’re repackaging it. You’re not thinking thoughts — you’re writing captions. You’re not being — you’re posting.

I used to journal. Now I just post vague Instagram stories about lunar energy.

🔹 How Nana Vix Still Has a Personality (Because It’s Made Up)

You know who’s thriving? Nana Vix.

She’s fictional. She has a consistent voice because I wrote it. She posts woo-woo lunar rituals and mystical skincare tips with absolute confidence because she’s not real. She can be aspirational, magical, consistent — because she’s a character.

Meanwhile, I’m over here trying to be “real” for a living, which, in case you were wondering, is an impossible task in a system that punishes you for actually being yourself.

🔹 The Algorithm Doesn’t Want a Person — It Wants a Vibe

Let’s be honest. The algorithm doesn’t want complexity. It wants vibes. It wants a feed that matches. A mood. A voice that doesn’t change, doesn’t evolve, doesn’t contradict itself.

In other words: a brand.

So if you change — if you grow, or shift tone, or god forbid post something inconsistent — the algorithm quietly punishes you.

And we learn, again and again, to flatten ourselves for the feed.

🔹 Can You Reclaim a Personality?

Maybe. If you log off for a while.

But then the metrics drop. Engagement plummets. The brand weakens. Clients disappear. And you remember: you are a personal brand now. You are a walking moodboard. You don’t get to have moods.

So you come back. Because the only thing worse than performing your personality… is having to rebuild it from scratch.

🔹 Final Thoughts (If I Still Have Any)

Can you be a personal brand if you have no personality left?
Yes. In fact, it might be easier.

No messy opinions. No tonal shifts. No complicated feelings. Just one consistent, marketable, palatable version of you… forever.

But if you’re like me — and you feel the slow hollowing out, the constant performance, the identity shrink-wrapped for engagement — I see you.

You’re not alone. Just branded.

Ken Hollow, ghostwriting for the ghost of his former self since 2021